The Warren

SPS Logistics Committee

2012-01-31T09:03:00.003+08:00

I am confirmed into the SPS logistics committee, which means together with my fellow logistics committee members Yiting and Borui, we will be the "bad guys" around SPS room.

We will scream at people who mess up the room, people who leave food behind and people who treat SPS room = store room. Dear SPS members, your golden age under the previous committee is over. :)

We however will be the workhorse whenever there is SPS event. We will need to make sure all logistics items are in place. And at that, we look forward to everyone's support and assistance.

I thank everyone for your support in nominating me to the committee, and we look forward to the betterment of the SPS community.

Onwards to Year 1 Sem 2

2012-01-06T08:48:00.000+08:00

Another tiring semester to gruel through. After an all-out war on CORS for a freshmen seminar, I am now 1009 programme-points poorer.

LSM1101 Biochemistry of Biomolecules
Proteins, amino acids, enzymes etc.

LSM1102 Molecular Genetics
Mendelian genetics etc. quantitative genetics etc.

SP2171
More Mathematica, and this semester we would be commencing on our literature review. For a mere 2MCs, weekends and brains juice will be used up.

SP2174 The Cell
Another torturous SPS thematic module. Seniors gave the module the nickname "The Siao" (insane). For 4MCs, you get 2 hour lecture, 2 hour tutorial and 2 hours lab weekly!

Bite bullet and go!

FMS1206C Idols of the Mind
Since this is my last "freshmen semester", this is my last chance to take a FMS. Every science students's dream: no exams and free CS/CU grading. Its probably (and hopefully) worth the 1009 p-points I burnt.

This module will discuss the philosophy behind the scientific method.

EC1301 Principles of Economics
My sacrificial module this semester. Bidded for it, because its cheap (1 p-point), and supposingly quite slack (100% MCQ assessment). Will drop this module at the first sign of trouble. I only have A-level H1 Economics background, and is under no delusion that I will do well in this. I will probably be beaten by bell-curve.

Though an FASS module (breadth module), both lectures and tutorial is actually conducted in science, which means no troublesome cross-campus travels!

Summary
I perform better than expected last semester, and my CAP is now 4.75. In the light of more challenging modules this semester, I am expecting a more modest result. Hopefully, my CAP then will still be above 4.5 (or least 4.25), so that my option to take up NUS-KCL Biophysics CDP remains open.

Year 1 Sem 1 Result

2011-12-20T09:00:00.006+08:00

The main lesson lesson learned is that predicting your NUS results is futile, and often way off. This is because, your absolute performance doesn't matter, it is the relative performance that decides your grade (i.e. bell-curve). Another lesson is that, do not be dishearten if you did not perform well for your midterm (neither should you be complacent if you did well), because your grades is not fixed until your last paper is submitted.

After a hectic first semester, I am glad that I got reasonable good grades. I will continue to work hard to maintain my standing.

LSM1103: A+
Ironically, the module which I predicted to be wost-faring, turned out to be my best. I got into p-trouble and was struggling through all the CAs, yet it turned out with an excellent grade. A fun module overall, but also heavy on workload.

LSM1104: A
On expectation. Did well in the CAs.

SP2173: A
On expectation. Quantum mechanics isn't a biologist's cup of tea, but nevertheless did well in the various CAs thanks to a great support community we have established in SPS. Dropbox!

CM1401: A-
Started out on this module with optimism. Was leading in the CAs, but got careless in the final paper. Satisfied with an A- though.

Semester Average Point: 4.875
Cumulative Average Point: 4.75

Plan for Year 2 Sem 2:
With a good grade in semester 1, I will attempt to bid for a freshmen seminar (either FMS 1207P or FMS1206C) to "freeze" my CAP. If ACC1002x bid points are cheap, I will bid for it with a mind to drop it once things don't go well. I will continue to keep my workload at 18MC since it is working great for me. SPS modules are after-all time vampires.

One Month Break

2011-11-24T17:08:00.004+08:00

Semester exam is over for me. Mixed feelings. It's a much awaited one month break before its starts all over again in semester 2.

SP2173: Optimistic. I did relatively well for the reports, CAs and presentations.
LSM1104: Semi-optimistic. I think I did well, but my grade would depend on relative performance of the cohort.
CM1401: The paper was hard, so relative performance will be important. The question paper was returned to us, and now looking through it without time constraint, realized how careless I was in the organic portions. Coupled with the fact that I am mostly clueless in the inorganic portions... *sigh... i just eroded whatever lead I had in my CAs.
LSM1103: Pessimistic. What can go wrong with an open-book MCQ exam? Everything! Plus my poorly done CAs, this module is going to be a disaster for me.

Holiday Plans?

renew my first-aid cert
have some fun joining the various SPS gatherings
get a head start on my SPS project for next semester? (SP2171 literature review)
Get a head start by getting (and reading) my second hand textbooks for next semester's LSM1101 and LSM1102? (shall try IVLE textbook forum)
Module hunting: deciding between FMS, ACC1002X or SSS1207 (assuming no clash) or others for next semester's elective module (I will be under-loading at 18MC again)
rest

Rainbow

2011-11-14T18:59:00.002+08:00

After the rain, there is rainbow.
The storm is but a passing shadow.
There is high wonders and beauty at the end.

Warren's Reading Week Plan

2011-11-13T11:19:00.005+08:00

14 - 18 November 2011
Monday to Friday
9am - 5pm
SPS Room, Faculty of Science, S16-03-02

(All welcomed to join me, non-SPS students can enter SPS room as guests)

Exam Strategy for Semester 1
I only have 3 modules with final exams this module. SPS modules are purly CA (not a good thing actually, the workload was crazy), and I dropped my PS1101E.

LSM1103
This module is my greatest concern, I have not been performing well in all CAs so far, and already 50% of the module marks had been fixed in stone. The final exam is open book MCQ, my strategy is to read widely and consolidate some quick notes for and extra edge. Optimistic grade: B, Expected Grade: B- or C+

LSM1104
The final exam is closed book MCQ, this will be my second priority module. My 40% CAs is currently slightly above average. The MCQ tend to be straight-forward conceptual questions, which pays off for indepth understanding. I will be reading notes, and then read through the compiled Q&As. No recommended textbooks to read. Optimistic grade: A, Expected Grade: A- or B+

CM1401
Unexpectedly, i did relatively well for the CAs so far. The final exam is closed book structured questions, this will be my first priority module to make good my current lead. The syllabus is wide, but not very deep, a broad understanding of all topics will be good. I will be reading notes, and then read through the tutorials. Will try to compile a "cram sheet" to mug organic synthesis just before stepping into exam hall. Will not be reading the recommended textbooks, since from experience the content is actually "deeper" than the syllabus and only serve to confuse. Definitely trying out the only past-year-paper made available. Optimistic grade: A+, Expected Grade: A or A-

Monday (LSM1103)
9-12 Read relevant parts of Solomon Biology
12-1 Lunch + Print LSM1103 Botany Notes
1-5 Read relevant parts of Prescott Microbiology

Tuesday (LSM1103)
9-12 SPS module feedback session / Do up LSM1103 reference sheet
12-1 Lunch
1-5 Finish up LSM1103 reference sheet

Wednesday (LSM1104/CM1401)
9-12 Read and Read all LSM1104 Notes
12-1 Lunch
1-5 Read and Read CM1401 Inorganic Chemistry Notes

Thursday (CM1401)
9-12 Read and Read CM1401 Organic Chemistry Notes
12-1 Lunch
1-5 Read and practice CM1401 Tutorials

Friday (LSM1103)
9-12 Read and Read LSM1103 Notes
12-1 Lunch
1-5 Compile LSM1103 quick reference sheet

Saturday (LSM1103 Exam Day)
9-11 LSM1103 Exam
11-14 SPS Journal Club @ SPS room

Sunday (@home)(LSM1104)
9-12 Read and Read LSM1104 Q&A
12-1 Lunch
1-5 Read and Read LSM1104 Notes

Monday (LSM1104 Exam Day)
9-11 Read and Read LSM1104 Notes
11-1 Lunch, proceed to YIH
1-3 LSM1104 Exam

Tuesday (CM1401)
9-12 Read and Read CM1401 Notes
12-1 Lunch
1-5 Compile CM1401 Organic synthesis "cram sheet"

Wednesday (CM1401)
9-12 Do and Do CM1401 tutorials/past-year-exam paper
12-1 Lunch
1-5 Last revisions for CM1401

Thursday (CM1401 Exam Day)
9-11 CM1401 Exam

Vegetarianism turns you black, Flood on 23 Janunary 2012, and the Shabbat

2011-11-04T20:45:00.006+08:00

Meeting proselytizers can be interesting...

I received three divine messages today. It's not everyday you would receive such holy messages from above, so I thought they deserved to be shared. :) Enjoy!

Vegetarianism turns you Black
My vegetarian friends out there beware! It has been divinely revealed to me that vegetarianism, especially vegans, has a side effect of turning you black! Forget tanning, this is guaranteed more effective.

Flood on 23 January 2012
That's right! Its Lunar Chinese New Year. Hate to break this news to you, but I have been divinely informed that on this said date, there would be a great flood in Singapore to cleanse out all our sins. Thailand was a recent victim. Advice? Fly to Israel, you will be safe there.

Observe the Shabbat!
On every Friday, 6pm onwards... you are to isolate yourself from the electricity of our modern world. No computers, no florescent lights. Ouch.

Compartmentalised Knowledge

2011-10-19T21:15:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, I am amazed by the amazing ability of people to compartmentalised academic knowledge from their day-to-day lives.

How is it that students of science can believe in literal miracles. How is it that students of biology can not accept evolution? How is it that students of Logic and Critical Thinking can succumb to conspiracy theories and urban legends?

The problem I think, is that, at times we are too focused on teaching/learning the content, such that we overlooked learning about how we arrived at the conclusions in the first place. Examination performance had been valued more than actual appreciation and understanding. Maybe, we are just intellectually lazy, and overlooked that our logic and knowledge should be uniformly applied. Then perhaps, we need consciousness raising.

The Value of a NUS Scholarship

2011-10-19T20:20:00.006+08:00

Attended a NUS scholar's welcome tea on Monday. My first of such events.

The NUS vice-provost was the host, and he made a speech with certain points I would like to share. Note that this is not a transcript, in fact I have forgotten details about it, and it may contain my personal perspectives.

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How the NUS Scholarships came about
Just about 5 years ago, members of the university's board noted the unbalanced proportions of Singaporean scholars and foreign scholars in NUS. When one talked about the scholar's community in NUS, it is dominated by foreign scholars. Few local scholarship holders chose to study at NUS, most would chose to go Ivy league Universities. At the same time, the Singapore government was expanding foreign scholarships schemes to address the falling birth rates.

The university saw the need to "balance" the situation, by recognising and developing local students. There was a need to address the image of a foreigners-dominated scholar community. The university's endowment funds were unlocked to start the 5-tiered Singaporeans-only (PRs and foreigners excluded) NUS Scholarships.

Why the NUS Scholarships are relatively "accessible", bond-free and obligation-free
The NUS scholarship criteria is relatively less selective that many other scholarships. It is meant to be a "humble scholarship", contrasting that to the likes of PSC scholarships.

The university does not have a compulsory, unified and exclusive programme for NUS scholars, instead scholars are encouraged to integrate into mainstream student activities. Especially for the faculty-level (lowest tiered) NUS scholarship, many holders are "first-time" scholars from relatively humble backgrounds.

The university does not impose any bond, but the vice-provost encourage all scholars to discharge their moral obligation by doing their best, serving the community and bring honour to NUS.

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I am greatly touched by the university's gesture to do more for local students, at a great cost. Each year, more than 300+ scholarships (I may have remembered the stats wrongly) are given out. I am a "first-time" scholarship holder, and have came from a string of humble, but respectable neighborhood schools (Shuqun Primary, Commonwealth Secondary, Anderson JC).

My family is not in financial difficulties, but the university tuition fee would still be painful. I am very grateful that the scholarship had made my University studies a lot more affordable, and relieved my parents' financial burden.

The financial aspects asides, it had given me a sense of recognition and worth. I do not have a particularly impressive academic and CCA records. This scholarship gave me the confidence and motivation to work towards my goal of being a researcher one day.

Being able to study at a world-class university on a scholarship, it perks me up each day when I take the train to school.

This scholarship means a lot to me, and I am grateful to the contributors of NUS's endowment funds.

Special Programme in Science (its painful)

2011-10-12T21:51:00.005+08:00

For the science freshmen out there intending to join NUS's Special Programme in Science, you should consider the following:

Your time-management skills. Don't be fooled by the 4 or 2 MCs modules offered. Not all modular credits are created equal. Expect to burn a lot more time on SPS modules than your cores. If you don't have excellent time management skills (like me), you should consider taking only the minimum allowable MC. Then, make up for them during special semester.
SPS is an integrated science curriculum. What this means is that, you will be learning physics, chemistry, biology, mathematics and computer modelling in depth. If you are only interested in one field of science (like Biology), but will faint when asked to do quantum mechanics... please reconsider.
Don't be fooled by the beautiful SPS facilities like the wonderful study areas and library... you will be using them so often for serious work (maybe even sleeping overnight)... its no longer funny.

However, the SPS community is a tightly knitted one. There will always be seniors, mentors or peers in the SPS room if you need guidance, or simply someone to talk to. Especially if you are a life science major, your lecture buddies are basically covered! :)

If you are really passionate in science, this is the programme.

Dropping PS1101E

2011-09-11T09:43:00.003+08:00

I have decided to cut loss, and dropped PS1101E with a "W" grade. No point hanging on to it to scrap a pass and then waste a S/U option on it.

After a LSM1103 shocker, I realised I need to spend more time on my core modules. This will free up my Wednesdays to do much needed catchups.

I still have funds in my PSEA account to allow me to do electives during Special semesters. From experience, I am someone who is terrible at multitasking. I tend to perform better when focused on one task at hand. The mode of learning (one module at a time) during special semester suits me better.

My priority now is not to overload on modules, but rather to keep my CAP above 4. At the minimum, my CAP die-die have to be above 3.5 to renew my hard-earned NUS scholarship and continue in SPS!!!

If you see me slacking in SPS room in-between lecture from now on, please slap me (*gently*).

B+ for GEK1042

2011-08-12T12:01:00.007+08:00

Results for special semester 2 is out, I got B+ for GEK1042, my second module in NUS. While I am satisfied with the grade, after all I did not work the hardest for this module, and law is something new to me. However, a B+ grade puts me in a 50/50 position, whether (or not) to exercise my S/U option. I previously got a A+ in my first module.

I am aiming to proceed to graduate studies, and a first class honours (or at least a "high" second upper) would be important to me. If I could, I would apply for the Life Sciences/Biophysics con-current degree with KCL, requiring a minimum cap of 4.25 at end of year 1.

If that's the case, plus the fact I am currently taking SPS modules, I would have no free unrestricted elective to apply my S/U options anymore. All that's left would be 2 breadth and 1 SS module.

Option S
If I S/U my B+ module, my previous A+ module would greatly help pull my future results up. Increasing my chance of getting into graduate studies. I will have 2 S/U options left for 3 more eligible modules. It would be "a waste" not to apply my one of the options now.

Option B+
If I keep my B+ grade, It would mean a "A-" average for the 8 MCs i have taken so far. It would not help help me if my future results are good, but it will conserve 3 S/U options for the many many unrestricted elective I will have to take (if i don't qualify for concurrent degree) and a B+ will help me if my future results are lousy (Bs and below). Who knows, I may start getting Cs, Ds and Fs for my future results.

My Thoughts
I had been optimistic, perhaps even complacent after my unexpected A+ grade in my first module. It is with this confidence I started to aim for SPS (I am already in), concurrent degree and other special programmes in NUS. So far, all this goals are mere wishful thinking, all which would evaporate if my future results are lousy. If that's the case, option B+ is the safest and most helpful to me. Option B+ is also a conservative option. If I do so amazingly well in future, one B+ will not make much difference anyway. Option S will only help in those marginal cases.

At the moment, I am inclining towards option B+. Greatly appreciate advice and comments from friends and readers. :)

Update: I have opted for option B+, my target for this semester is to maintain my cap above 4.5. This will be tough, as this meant scoring A- average for all modules. I must work hard.

Modules for Year 1 Sem 1

2011-08-08T18:59:00.010+08:00

I will be majoring in Life Sciences, and I am selected for Special Programme in Science (SPS)!

Modules i am taking:

CM1401 Chemistry for Life Sciences
Heard from many "independent" sources that this a "heavy" module. Both physical chem and organic chem is "squeezed" into one module; according to seniors it used to be two separate modules. Compulsory for life science majors. I forecast that I will be spending lots of time on this module. Already "ordered" my second-hand textbooks.

LSM1103 Biodiversity
This is supposed to be the most fun LSM level 1 module, There would be lots of field trips. Looking forward.

LSM1104 General Physiology
I opted for the Tuesday morning tutorial slot to keep my Wednesday free! It will be a four day work week if I drop PS1101E. :)

SP2171 Discovering Science
This a 4MC SPS module, spread over 2 semester (i.e. 2MC per sem). This is the introductory SPS module in which we would be learning the basic research skills, communication skills, and the software Mathematica.

SP2173 Atoms and Molecules
The other SPS module i am taking. It is one of the 4 thematic modules into the various fields of science. This module would be physics heavy, and physics is the science most foreign to me. (I don't even have O-level background) I will expect to be working hard in this module.

PS1101E Introduction to Politics
I am most probably going to drop this module, to keep my workload below 20MC. Originally wanted EC1301 (Principles of Economics), but exam clash... or ACC1002x, but 1000+ bid points?! Factors I will consider:

If my results for GEK1042 (Intellectual Property) taken in special semester requires me to exercise my S/U option, I will definitely drop PS1101E to conserve my S/U options. PS1101E is a "write essay" module which I have totally no confidence in. I will know my special sem results this Friday
I will go for the first lecture next week to preview it, before dropping it ahead of the "W" grade deadline on 21 August.
Even if I decide not to drop it before "W" grade deadline, and I subsequently find workload for SPS modules unmanageable, I will still drop (officially or otherwise) to free up spare capacity.

Good luck for the academic year ahead! Work hard!

Update: I have decided to keep PS1101E, however this will be my "sacrificial" module when my workload increases. Attended the first lecture, and content seems quite interesting. Also met my friends from National Service. Will be aiming to pass, so can at least apply S/U option and clock one breadth module.

Update2: I have dropped PS1101E with a "W" grade... Should have been more decisive back then... sigh...

First Exam in 2 Years

2011-06-17T14:05:00.004+08:00

Sat for my first academic exam in 2 years at NUS this morning for GEK1505. It was an easy paper, could easily have scored full-score and secure an A+, but... as of now I have already discovered at least 10 points worth of careless mistakes.

In an easy paper, where the marks distribution curve is all the way right. There's no room for errors.

Sigh...

Hope I would still get a decent grade. Will find out on 30 June 201, 11 am.

and with a sinking feeling, will be starting with GEK1042 next Week.

**Update: oddly (but extremely luckily) I was awarded an A+ grade for this module. I would had celebrated even if it was just A-. Well, that's a good start for me in NUS. I shall not be complacent, and continue to work hard! :)

Butterfly

2011-06-02T09:00:00.004+08:00

You were a nearly lifeless egg,
finally hatched.
You have spent much time as a worm,
nibbling leaves.
You rested so long as a stone,
watching time.
Now you have wings and colour,
fly off into world!

This (former) caterpillar was one of many found on a cultivated lime; those mini "orange" plants usually sold during Chinese New Year. I suspect it is a Common Lime Butterfly.

School Starts

2011-05-12T08:04:00.002+08:00

My days at the National University of Singapore as an undergraduate has started. Looks like one thing from my Junior College days had not change; the lecture-tutorial system (at least for the module I am taking now).

In between lecture and tutorials, I looked around and explored the campus. Went to the Raffles Museum of Biodiversity, no photography allowed inside, so here is the outdoor portion of the museum.

Tried to restock school supplies at the NUS science co-op (bookshop), but it was closed. Returned the next day, and was pleasantly surprised that existing students enjoys 10% discount off all marked prices (just flash your NUS matriculation card). **if think you see anything in the top left hand corner of this last picture, no its not, its just that i forgot to turn off special effects on my camera phone**

2.5 Months at WSPC

2011-05-03T10:22:00.003+08:00

It all started from an advert in the Straits Times Classified.

2.5 months at World Scientific Publishing had been an eye opener. The road to publishing a book / journal is long and tedious. From scouting potential authors, to negotiating contract, to copy-editing manuscript, to poof-checking, to marketing, to printing and to sales.

I thank my helpful supervisors, colleagues and fellow temps/interns for making this job experience the most worthwhile.

I strongly encourage anyone to seek a potential internship/temp position with this great local publishing company, anytime!

http://wspc.com/profiles/careers.shtml

Jurong West (Blk 505) Wet Market

2011-04-02T10:08:00.009+08:00

When I think of my childhood places, Jurong West Wet Market is one of the places that holds much memories for me. I remember I would often tag along with my late paternal grandfather to the market, where as a child, there is so much to marvel. I used to school at Shuqun Primary, and would often pass by the market going to and from school.

The Hawker centre, where affordable and delicious food is always available:
The most interesting part of the market to me, was the aquarium/pet stall within the wet market. As a child, who can resist taking a look at the exotic pets available? Many pets from my childhood was obtained at the stall:

----Aquarium stall was closed on my visit, will upload picture next time----

The always crowded fruits stall "street", especially when its durian season or pre-chinese new year:The car-park area. Hong Kah South Community Centre is in the right background:

And that, is a piece of my childhood memories in pictures, what yours?

A look at World Scientific

2011-03-18T21:34:00.007+08:00

The World Scientific Publishing Centre building is located in Jurong East Industrial Estate.

The main lobby.

And my work area.

Temp/Intern @ World Scientific Publishing

2011-02-17T20:18:00.002+08:00

Began my first day of work there today. Tasks I got so far are straight forward, assisting to get materials and leads for upcoming publications.

Look forward to a great working experience here.

Went Singapore Flyer

2011-01-24T09:16:00.001+08:00

The "collectible" Singapore Flyer Tickets

Ready to board?Inside the Capsule Marina Bay SandsChingay Parade Rehearsal City AreaReaching the TopCBD AreaDescending"Landing"But, too late, Storm Troopers have overran the area.

You are the society you live in

2010-12-23T15:09:00.002+08:00

In Singapore, Jobs (at least the high skilled ones) outstrips available workers. Usually, one worker has to work the share of 3 workers.

In other country, available workers outstrips available Jobs. Usually, 3 workers has to share the work of one.

In a society where there is no incentive to be efficient (in fact there is political mileage to keep as many people in employment as possible), life is slow and unchanging.

It feels good to retreat into a slow state after a long hectic city life, but eventually I want to be back where I am now, and progress from there.

However, wherever you are, the human spirit to excel (given the chance), to make friends and just have fun is there.

JMT10

2010-12-02T10:28:00.000+08:00

Warren is in West Bengal, India now

HOTA, NUS Special Term and JMT10

2010-10-28T12:48:00.003+08:00

Turning 21 and HOTA
I received the HOTA information package today, informing me that upon me turning 21, four of my organs (kidney, liver, heart and cornea) will automatically opt-in to be donated for medical treatment and transplant in the event of my cardiac or brain death.

One does not need his/her organs upon his/her death, instead of cremating together with the rest corpse, why not let it help someone live on?

The slogan "Live On" for the HOTA (Human Organ Transplant Act) is meaningful. The recipient of your organ lives on, your organs biologically lives on after your death, and your so does your one last good deed for a fellow human being.

I support the act, as it is a statement of Singapore to be an advance, compassionate and mature human society.

I am probably also going to sign the MTERA to include my other organs to be donated on my death.

Also, included in the HOTA information package is a free special edition nets flashpay card:

NUS Special Term 2011
Also received NUS's invitation to the Special Term 2011 information session this Saturday (30 Oct) at NUS LT27. My National Service term is going to end, and my journey of academic pursuit at NUS is going to start!

Joint (RSAF-IAF) Military Training
The last event of my National Service journey, a 2 week detachment to Kalaikunda Air Force Station in India.

Vicious Cycle of Psychopathic Senior-Junior Bullying

2010-08-28T15:43:00.001+08:00

especially evident in uniform groups, and organisations with clear hierarchy:

Senior cadets subject junior cadets to an array of corporal punishments and ragging at the slightest sign of "ill-discipline". Sometimes, no reason is needed if the senior cadet happens to be in a bad mood. The Standford Prison Experiment comes to mind in such captor vs. captive scenario.

push-ups, sit-ups and other physical punishments
scolding and yelling at cadets
incite the group to taunt a singled-out cadet
see that tree/lamp post there? touch it and come back. Slow!
sleep / rest deprivation
change of attire parade and other unreasonable orders
assigning menial duties to subordinates

Out of such situations, 2 types of people emerges:

I was unfairly treated as a junior. Now that I am a senior, I must take this chance to vent it out on the juniors. Its time to turn the table.
I was unfairly treated as a junior. Now that I am a senior, I must protect my junior from such unfair practices. Its time to change for the better.

Most people either consciously or subconsciously fall into category one, resulting in a vicious psychopathic cycle. If you are in a position of power at the moment (e.g. Officer/Specialist in National Service, manager/supervisor in corporate world, parent/guardian to your children) take a moment and think. Are you guilty of category 1 mentality, and perpetrating a cycle of senior-junior bullying?

Happy National Day

2010-08-09T09:48:00.000+08:00

We do not become Singaporeans by choice (except for the minority who actively applied for citizenship).

Our parents and grandparents became Singapore citizens by legislation when we declared independence. I (and the generations to come) became Singapore citizen by descent and birth.

Without this choice though, we are all subtly proud to be who we are. In this world of turmoil, safe havens are rare. In the lottery of birth, we have hit the jackpot of Singapore citizenship, into a city where most would feel safe, have access to world class infrastructure and can live fulfilling life. And, this lottery prize pool is contributed by those who came before us.

Singapore is not perfect. Some have relinquish their claim to the jackpot of Singapore citizenship. There exist a dark side to the bright skyscrapers in the sun.

I actively appreciate the circumstances I am in. While I live my dreams, I would play my part to contribute to our collective dream; and to make this a better place with whatever contribution I can make.

This National Day, I wish Singaporeans and Singapore good health, happiness and holistic progress. Happy National Day! :)

Your Dream Car

2010-07-07T08:01:00.002+08:00

What is your dream car? What are you going to customize it with? A look at just some car accessories website would overwhelm you a myriad of items to choose from. From the common such as spoilers to rims and tires to practical ones such as GPS navigation systems, to futuristic ones such as lambo doors.

I am personally a practical person when it come to car (if i own one in future, otherwise I am happy to be able just to rent a car as and when I need it). As a depreciating assets, I happy to own a cheap mass market car that is affordable. When it comes to accessories and customizations, I would opt for the more "practical ones" such as GPS navigation which would be a helpful replacement for a cumbersome street directory. Pherhaps throw in some customized taillight to increase visibility of my car in bad weather. And maybe just sprinkle in a decent spoiler to differentiate from the average mass market car available outside.

Eye candies such as additional gauges and meter, fancy wheels, noise making exhaust that serve no practical purpose is not for me. Afterall, going for a low market value mass market car, that is likely to be scrapped after a few years, you cannot justify such expensive modification.

For me, a humble non attention grabbing car would suffice.

What's your dream car? Share it!

Financial Choices

2010-06-22T08:39:00.001+08:00

At 20 years of age, you have savings built up from saving up your pocket money, hongbao, NS allowance etc. Its a small sum, but means lots to you.

You are entrusted to decide on the fate of your savings. Is it going into safe but low interest fixed deposit. Is it going into higher yielding, capital guaranteed, but 5-year locked up structured deposit? Is it going into a unit trust/investment linked insurance to ride the market , but with hefty service charges? Or maybe, to start foraying into direct investment?

The wrong choice could mean financial mayhem in the near future when I have just completed university and commencing my career. Start thinking, learning and rationalizing financially.

Human Endeavor

2010-06-20T00:50:00.008+08:00

Every valid and worthwhile Human Endeavor and field of exploration ultimately is ultimately search for a mix of that of which is true and that of which is beautiful.

The natural sciences explores truth in the nature world. Similarly, the social sciences uses the scientific method to study human societies. In this search of truth, we sometimes stumble upon beauty.

"Crab Nebula"

The Arts explores that which is beautiful(or the lack of it), and may draw inspiration from the real world.

Sometimes, the truth may not seem beautiful. We are entitled to our opinions, but no one is entitled to their own truth. Independent of our wishes and poetry, the earth is neither flat nor at the centre of the universe and animals will continue evolving.

The arts can be so poetic, beautiful and intriguing. The literature of J.R.R Tolkiens created an alternate world of lush elven forests, majestic human cities, brave hobbits and the triumph of good over evil despite the unsurmountable odds. This had brought to the trilogy many fans (including me) and billions at the box office. Why not? We all love greats stories, art and music.

But what if people really believed that "The Lord of the Rings" is derived from the Red Book of Westmarch, written by the hobbits, and Middle Earth really existed; instead of it being truly a groundbreaking and beautiful work of fiction by Tolkien, inspired and influenced by his personal experience in the two World Wars and more.

What i want in University

2010-06-06T12:50:00.001+08:00

Its June 2010, 7 more months to release from full time national service in January 2011. It may be premature to contemplate my post NS plan, but some planning won't hurt. It would also give me the direction and motivation to hang on till January 2011.

Remaining 7 months in Service
By some change in circumstances, I will not be going on overseas detachment with my SQN this July/August. Instead, I have been rescheduled to another detachment near the end of this year. Just as well, looking forward to a low-key period while the SQN is away.

With the upcoming ORD of my senior, I would be the most senior (but only) AOS left in SQN. Looking towards an intensive last few months with higher responsibility and less people to share the load with. Hopefully my understudy(s) will be posted in soon. I still have 14 days of leave, hopefully to be able to clear them in December during the low-key period.

So many changes is happening(ed) around the SQN.

Febuary - April 2011
During this time period, my mother had recommended i sign up for relief teaching, citing reasonably high pay, and a chance to readjust back to studies. I would most probably do just that. Hopefully i could go back to Anderson JC or Commonwealth Sec, to relief teach in Biology which i would be most confident in. If not, i hope to get on an internship to bolster my portfolio and experience.

May - July 2011
NUS do not officially start matriculating students till August, but i have decided to enroll in the NUS special terms to get my engines "fired up". Tution fee for special terms are not covered under the NUS faculty Award i am awarded; its going to be a hefty $636 for each module I take. I am beginning to feel the monetary pain of a university education; i am feeling damn lucky, at least i have my scholarship to cover the bulk of my university fees.

August 2011 Onwards

First Class Attitude
First Class Effort
First Class Honours

A university is more than just academic achievements, but I do hope not to deviate from my university motto/goal/vision I have set above. I hope that with a first class honours in Science, I can subsequently secure a postgraduate scholarship on track to a Ph.D. in Science. I can than join the scientific circle to push the boundary of our existing knowledge, a dream I had from childhood. I will fight hard for my dream.

We are the lucky ones... to be able to die

2010-05-23T10:08:00.008+08:00

"To live at all is miracle enough."

Mervyn Peake, The Glassblower (1950)

"We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones. Most people are never going to die because they are never going to be born. The potential people who could have been here in my place but who will in fact never see the light of day outnumber the sand grains of Arabia. Certainly those unborn ghosts include greater poets than Keats, scientists greater than Newton. We know this because the set of possible people allowed by our DNA so massively exceeds the set of actual people. In the teeth of these stupefying odds it is you and I, in our ordinariness, that are here."

Richard Dawkins, Unweaving the Rainbow (1998)

Days are long, Nights are dark

2010-05-13T07:42:00.000+08:00

The days are getting long; struggling chore.
The sun rises, radiating heat but not warmth.
The wind blows, striking up dust but not breeze.
The rain falls, drenching not quenching.

The nights are getting dark; navigation hard.
The moon rises, stirring the tides but not illuminating
The stars fan out, sparkling without constellation
Meteors fall without shooting star

Only the true, beautiful and sincere brings relief

How far can simulation and computation go?

2010-05-06T17:34:00.004+08:00

Links to the site mentioned in the videos:
http://www.wolframalpha.com/

Simulacra

2010-04-11T12:51:00.001+08:00

A simulacrum (plural: simulacra) from the Latin word simulāre, refers to copies that no longer has an original (or never had).

The translated work of Jean Baudrillard, Simulacra and Simulation is a prominent book discussing this concept. Fans of The Matrix would know that the film is supposingly based on this work. The phrase "desert of the real" is also quoted from this book.

Take a Singapore street directory as example, it is a simulation of Singapore, assisting our navigation in the real Singapore. It is based on something real.

The map of Middle Earth extracted from The Lord of the Rings Trilogy would be a example of simulacrum. It is a "simulation" of Middle Earth, a place that never exist. A simulation of a non-existent place.

Yet few would say that a Singapore street directory would be more exciting than a map of Middle Earth, which itself inspired 3 novels, numerous invented elvish language and 3 Oscar winning films.

Some things are ambiguous, having properties of both a simulation and simulacra, take for example an communist poster:
A poster is a simulation of reality, a supposed snapshot of reality. Stalin exist. The USSR exist. The commoners of the USSR exist. However the event depicted probably is not. Stalin probably is not the warm personality projected, and would have limited interaction with the commoners, and is probably not as well like and supported by the oppressed soviet citizen.

Nevertheless, as a propaganda poster influencing public opinion, this simulacrum has the ability to tranform it into reality, making itself a simulation. Simulation precedes reality. Simulacrum changing into simulation.

Questions:
In a world of mass media, how do we differentiate simulation and simulacrum?
Truth and reality, what matters? What doesn't?

The earliest use of the word simulacrum was to describe religious paintings, artifacts and statue.

Questions:
Should we pursue truth at all cost? Is any goal worth the cost of truth?
Is it possible we could have mistaken any simulacrum for truth itself?

"The simulacrum is never that which conceals the truth--it is the truth which conceals that there is none. The simulacrum is true."- Jean Baudrillard, Selected Writings, ed. Mark Poster (Stanford; Stanford University Press, 1988), pp.166-184

"Completed" Principles of Physics

2010-04-10T14:10:00.001+08:00

Was surprised to received my course certificate in the mail today, though I have yet to complete all the online test. Seems like the qualifying criteria was to complete only the test on the first 5 topics:

1. Introduction and Vectors.
2. Motion in One Dimension.
3. Motion in Two Dimensions.
4. The Laws of Motion.
5. More Applications of Newton's Laws.

Nevertheless, will continue to complete the rest of the topics.

I am also looking through MIT OpenCourseware this few weekends to pick up interesting topics to read, and gain exposure to Univeristy level materials. The quality of the courseware is respectable considering the fact it is freely available.

The necessary implication in an age of freely available information is that, any premium (monetary or otherwise) would be going only into:

Formal academic recognition
Lab facilities
Upkeep of physical learning campus
Direct interaction and individual attention from lecturers
non curricular enrichment activities

We no longer pay for access to information and knowledge. Skills in self-directed learning is ever more important.

The Relativity of Wrong

2010-03-23T15:29:00.003+08:00

http://chem.tufts.edu/AnswersInScience/RelativityofWrong.htm

"The Relativity of Wrong" was an article written by Isaac Asimov, an American author and professor of bio-chemistry, in 1988.

It's an insightful article, discussing about the concept of right and wrong, especially in the context of scientific theory. I thought it would be a good read for beginner science students and everyone in general; enlightening us from a simplistic world view of absolute right and wrong.

Asimov argues that rightness and wrongness in not absolute, and is instead relative. The example raised was that of the changing theory of the shape of the earth, from being flat to being spherical to that approximating oblate spheroid as new evidence emerges.

Knowledge therefore can never be absolutely right. Instead, knowledge would be derived rationally from existing evidence, and "top-up" or "refined" as new ones come in. It would be more useful to think of scientific theories as incomplete (with infinitely more refinements to be made) rather than being right or wrong.

Back to School...

2010-03-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

Recently signed up for a distant learning course, "Principles of Physics" hosted by NTU. Cost $385 dollars, of which 90% can be paid using SAF issued e-prep credits. Comes with Textbook free, and 3 month access to NTU's e-learning portal. A certificate of participation would be issued upon attainment of 70% is each of the 31 topical tests.

Thoughts:

Physics = 60%Mathematics + 20%Logic + 20%Chemistry
I only had a formal physics education up till lower secondary. This is part of the reason I chose this physics course; in preparation of my Science course in NUS. The equation pretty much summarise what I feel about physics after 2 weeks into the course. Academic physics is one whole lot of Mathematics and formulas to crunch. Luckily I had a fair grounding in A-level Maths.

"Re-Married" my Graphic Calculator
As a Science, Maths and Economics student, the graphic calculator was one tool we used everyday. "Divorced" it after A-levels, now had to re-connect with it...

Education is best in a formal Lecture-Tutorial Setting
In distant learning, there is no way to interrupt the lecture to clear your compounded questions, and no individual attention during tutorial. A lot of self-directed "googling" and "wiki" to clear your gaps in understanding. Self discipline and motivation is important.

Juggling Work and Study is Difficult
One moment your are in a academic frame of mind, solving special relativity, quantum physics and thermodynamic, the next, you are solving mundane real world issues in your workplace. Takes a lot of compartmentalisation to achieve a balance. Tough to time-manage. Tough to motivate yourself to carry on your course.

Of the 31 topics, only managed to successfully completed 5 so far. (and the 5 are the "easier" topics)

Missing School House Environment

Endless student activities to take part in, endless classmates to befriend, endless gossips to spread and endless fun and memories. Distant learning can be so boring compared to learning in school. Treasure your schooling days! =)

Finally a Qualified Class 3 Driver

2010-02-13T10:56:00.000+08:00

Finally passed my class 3 driving test, and it was a close shave. I clocked 18 demerit points, the worst possible result to pass.

Finally can move on from learning driving, to perhaps take up a few e-prep courses offered by NTU to NSFs.

With this, I am also expecting to be able to save more cash each month towards my initial investment fund.

last but not least, Happy Lunar New Year! :)

What a day

2010-01-30T08:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, my SQN was on a NE tour. Out of 3 buses we chartered, 2 got involved in a chain accident on the express way. The bus I was in was sandwiched between a van and a taxi. Lucikly damages was minor and there was no injuries. In front, the van had crashed into another bus chartered by us, and behind the taxi was one more car.

Everyone was shifted into the first bus, which was relatively less damaged, and the tour carried on.

We visited the Changi Chapel, the War Memorial near the Esplanade and the Marina Barrage. It was a enriching experience that set us in reflection of the horror of wars, and the importance of peace, vigilance and forgiveness.

And not least, it was a much needed one day away from duty after a long draining week. Although in the end, by some turn of events, I had to head back to SQN in the afternoon.

NSF, the low down

2010-01-28T18:12:00.003+08:00

The dark side of being an NSF

Don't you just hate the times when you are being used as a "diplomatic" shield by regulars to get across "diplomatically difficult" messages? The times when regulars used you to help them obtain off / leave/ grace from a superior; simply because we don't have a career to protect, and its' easier thru a third party. Feuding parties using you as the cursed messenger. The messenger always die a horrible death, from both sides.
Don't you just hate the times, when you are used as the cheap labour? We don't mind helping you all when we are free, after all we acknowledge as human beings we all need each others' help. However things go horribly bad, when after assisting you out of empathy, it ended up being our job and responsibility. So, don't blame NSFs for not taking initiatives, we already have enough balls in our hands to juggle.
Don't you just hate it when regulars claim that we NSFs had it easy. True, being a regular is not easy, you work long hours and take on heavy responsibilities. However that doesn't mean anyone else is worth less or had it easy. You are serving your career. We are providing a "voluntary" service to the nation. Please understand the difference; and we work long hours and take on responsibilities too!
My job tittle may have "assistant" in it, but I am no slave of yours! I am not obliged to clean up after you. I am not obliged to do you personal favours. I can be your empathetic friend, and share your weal, but I am not your slave/pet/minion.
Stop passing the buck down! You may had a bad day at home before you come to work. You may be in a bad mood after getting it hard in the morning from your superiors. You may be stressed out from a tiring week. However, please do not pass the buck down. Life can be hard at times, maybe you need a empathetic listening ear. But, don't vent it on us, just you would not want me to vent it on you. Please compartmentalise your problems.

Completed Intermediate AOS Course

2010-01-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

Completed my intermediate AOS Course, and totally missing the fun we had together. One week away SQN was nice, and it was a great time catching up with my AOS coursemates from various other units.

And... with effect 1 February, we would all be promoted to 3SG. In stall for us:

More monthly allowance ($740, up from $490 previously)
more prestige
higher expectations on us
recognition as "senior" NSF-AOS

And with this upcoming promotion on 1 February, it would be a one year countdown to ORD!

84th Intermediate AOS/AOSS Course

2010-01-15T18:45:00.003+08:00

Next week Monday till Friday I would be going to Air Force Training Command (formerly Airforce School) to attend my intermediate course.

This course would mark the start of my second year serving national service. More significantly, it would qualify me for promotion to 3SG.

Yet more importantly, it the time to get a one week respite from a hectic operational Squadron life, and an opportunity to catch up with most of my coursemates who will also be on course.

The One Year Barrier

2009-12-30T16:06:00.004+08:00

Discussed with Colin, my BMT and Airforce School (now renamed Airforce Training Command) coursemate about the "one year barrier" in serving National Service. Thought I would share it here, especially with fellow NSFs.

The "one chin-up barrier" describes the phenomena where initially unfit military recruits who can do zero chin ups despite months of trainings, suddenly make rapid improvement in the IPPT station once he managed to do the first chin-up unaided. You train for 3 long months in BMT, but make zero improvements to your chin-up counts. However, once your managed the first chin-up unaided, your will seemingly and miraculously increase your chin-up counts in like 1/week with minimal additional training.

There are various explanations for this "phenomena". The top two explanations I found most convincing were:

once you can manage one unaided chin-up, you can now strengthen the exact muscle groups needed to managed the next and the next by simply repeating your one chin-up regime; where previously, however tedious were your push-ups, gym sessions and assisted chin-ups, they do not "economically" train the exact muscle groups required.
it's merely an issue of confidence. Being able to managed you first unassisted chin-up validated your self confidence and motivation.

That's the "one chin-up barrier".

The "one year barrier" describes the phenomena where once you completed the first year of military service, the second year seems to speed past much faster and smoother.

In my discussion, we attributed it to:

job familiarisation
getting out of the "hey, you chao REC/PTE!" stage with our first promotion to Corporal (CPL)
adjusted from student to employment life
where we used to be the understudy, we are now the seniors leading incoming juniors
our superiors (officers) are warming up to us, after knowing us better

So. to the soon to be enlisting, and the newly enlisted NSFs out there, "Hang in there!" Life should get better after the one year mark. :)

The New DBS Visa Debit Card

2009-12-30T15:57:00.002+08:00

Last week, chanced upon a lengthy discussion thread on hardware zone about the new enhanced ATM card with VISA function from DBS bank. It is offered free without any charges or fees to both DBS/POSB bank account holders.

This is nothing new, since nearly all local banks offer some kind of "enhanced ATM card" without fees that comprise both NETS and credit card (usually Mastercard or VISA) when you open a deposit account with them. What's new as offered by DBS is this:

0.3% cash back for all credit card (VISA) transactions

To be honest, 0.3% is not a lot. It translate to a mere 3 cents for every $10 spent; moreover NETS transactions are not included. Most credit cards with their rewards and privileges would win hands down. However, to a student or NSF (like me) with little income, this ATM card is definitely worth the time getting.

The cash back would be credited back to your deposit account every quarter. More details can be found on the official DBS cards website here.

Both POSB/DBS account holders can apply for this new card without fees either thru mail in forms, in person at DBS branch or on Internet banking.

If you applied thru mail/Internet banking, you have to activate the card at an POSB/DBS ATM thru the activate ATM function when you receive it by post in 2 weeks' time. NETS function would be activated immediately, while VISA function would be activated in 2 working day's time.

Year 2010

2009-12-27T19:32:00.002+08:00

Year 2010 is coming...

The year kind of has already ended since I would be on leave all the way.
1 more year to go before ORD

Goals

Go on at least one overseas detachment; probably Darwin, Australia
Finally getting my class 3 driving license
Save $5000 as my starting investment capital before entering University
Complete an academic refresher course on e-prep (a online education portal for NSFs)

Not a qualified driver yet...

2009-11-30T11:59:00.003+08:00

Since it is a demerit point system, you know you are in trouble when the tester actually had to print your class 3 test report on both sides of the paper,

My problems were:
not looking through the rear window when reversing for circuits (fail to confirm safety) 4 point x 2
Not checking blind spot 4 points x 3

...and a whole lot others resulting in 32 demerit points

a little consolation though, was that I did not clock any immediate failures

sigh...
try again on 13 Feb, Saturday (Chinese New Year eve morning) =(

Class 3 Driving Test Countdown

2009-11-28T10:16:00.003+08:00

Monday morning would be my test, just completed my last practical lesson today morning. My instructor could only say, "you should be ok, if you are alert, careful and lucky." Understandable, since the the national 1st time passing rate is only in the range in the of 50-60%. Moreover, I am not the best driving student around; striked kerb 2 times this morning and nearly beat a flashing right turn arrow.

I have one more early morning warm-up session before my test on Monday with my instructor. I have to make it good, and make it well in this one attempt.

Driving lessons have become expensive, my savings are drying up. There is ongoing rumours that the practical test format may be changed next year, for the worse (imagine parking without parking poles for tests). I would also like to move on to learn other things, and freeing up my weekends in anticipation of Overseas attachments and other commitments in my NSF time next year.

I hope for the best, am mentally prepared if I need a second attempt (hope not). However, anything beyond that... sigh...

The Origins of Religions

2009-11-20T15:08:00.003+08:00

An interesting series of videos, exploring the possible origins of various religions, as originating from our ancestors' fascination of the sun, the sky, the seasons, and the constellations.

its a long Novmber...

2009-11-17T16:28:00.003+08:00

Its a long November, because I am dreading my driving test. Its a long time since I last took a test/exam that really counts... the dread that you may not do well is unpleasant... not to mention wastage of learning fees taking extra lessons and booking another test slot

Its a long November; unpleasant events are occurring in my workplace... does not directly affect me (in fact, may be argued to benefit me) but nevertheless I feel everyone's pain and low morale

Its a long November, many people around me are getting back their pink NRIC.

lts a long November, because it seems like one long year in 2010.

The Cheveron Membership

2009-11-05T08:12:00.005+08:00

The Chevrons, otherwise known as the SAF Warrant Officers And Specialists Club, is a compulsory club membership for all in-service personnel ranked LCP-WOs. Located near Jurong East MRT, with numerous facilities such as bowling, a member only jackpot room, chalets and swimming pool.

Feels like SAFRA membership, except it is exclusive to non-officers and in-service personnels or those who have served at least 10 years. Less participating retailers with privileges compared to SAFRA, but also much more affordable at $1.50 per month for NSFs

Rewards and Results

2009-10-24T10:48:00.004+08:00

This is a continuation of my previous post here

A summary of what's discussed in the video (if you are too lazy to view it through):

A social experiment was conducted

The Candle Problem: Find some way to use these materials shown below to mount a candle on the wall and illuminate the room, without wax dripping onto the tableGroup A
Monetary reward was given to the top 25% of participants who can solve the problem in the shortest time

Group B
No monetary reward was given. Participants were only told they are part of an experiment to establish the norm time needed to solve a problem.

Result: On average, group B solved the problem faster

An Explanation: Monetary rewards forces participant into a pressurising situation where there is financial implication. This narrows imagination, and causes task fixation, neither which is conducive for creativity.

On the other hand, without any financial implications, participants in their relaxed frame of mind can literally think of the box better, and solve the problem.

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Working for Money (or other form of material reward)

Many companies (and Governments - including our government) believes that monetary reward is necessary to attract talents and increase performance.

From the social experiment above, we can see how counter-productive monetary reward can be on productivity. It is not that monetary rewards are not important; but that if monetary reward is the sole (or main) motivation, we are going to get "Group A" results

Companies like Google, apart from remunerations, also promote a culture of creativity, "let's change the world" attitude, get-along events, fun, and freedom, best exemplified by the photo of the interior of Google's office released:

As individuals, we should also be very aware of our motivation in going to work. While monetary reward is always welcomed, never forget your dreams and aspiration when you first joined the company. Make friends, get along and enjoy your work =)

National Service

NSFs often complain of their measly allowance, in comparision to their workload, physical/mental stress and working conditions.

In a way, MINDEF policy of only allowance, instead of salary for NSFs resonates of "Group B", believing NSF is a honourable service to the peace and stability of our nation, not an employment.

However, situtation of the ground seems to be vastly "Group A", I admit this may be hard, but desirable to change. Exposing NSFs to humanitarian missions and other meaningful deployments (be it overseas or local) could be a way forward.

Detachment from Material World
Many religion and philosophy advoactes "emptiness" or detachment from the material world. In the light of the social experiment, perhaps a new insight could be gained.

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now just sit back and relax, and enjoy life!
do share your comments and thoughts by posting a comment to this post.

P.S. the solution to the candle problem, if you still don't get it:

Material Rewards does not translate into Result

2009-10-23T19:12:00.002+08:00

Got this thought provoking video through this article on lifehack.com...
Lots of idea and thoughts floating through my mind right now... lets see what blog articles can i come out with this weekend =)

Getting the New FlashPay Card

2009-10-15T17:35:00.002+08:00

I got a new NETS issued contactless card at the iNETS kiosk at Boon Lay Interchange. Cost $5 in non-refundable card cost, but with a $7 bonus value, its a $2 net gain in bus/train rides.

Also, the use of the card at participating stores such as Old Chang Kee and Mr Bean, will enable you to get discount/offers, such as all items at $1 and $1 Soya milk respectively.

Free public transport accident insurance also included.

Even just for the novelty, may be worth considering getting one =)

Corporal Warren Tan

2009-10-03T15:52:00.005+08:00

With this promotion, marks my 8th month of service. (Inclusive: $70 allowance increment, some pride and one less reason/excuse to "screw up")

Rank is sew and bought at Beach Road army market, shop 133, $5 per uniform.
P.S. sewing of no. 3 rank is no way near easy, leave it to the expert

Class 3 test booked

2009-08-29T15:07:00.002+08:00

Booked my test on 30 November (Monday), time slot: 0915.

Still "half-bucket" in my driving...
hopefully I have picked up enough by then to pass on first try

The Phoenix Squadron

2009-08-22T09:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, phoenix squadron says goodbye to 3 of our pilots...

I am a NSF, so far here for 4 months. This place has much to offer, and warmth to be felt.

A senior pilot commented yesterday how this SQN is uniquely different from all others he had experienced. The military is literally rank and file environment, a clear hierarchy exist. However, he commented how in general, over here, no one is segregated by rank, seniority and OPS CAT status. Everyone can work with everyone else, and no arguments/disagreements last overnight.

In war, when the bullets flies, no one is safe. Everyone has to work together to keep other safe. We are but chess pieces of the SAF, we may be sent all the way into the lion's den as part of a grand doctrine. Whether each of us is going to survive the war, and return home, is going to depend on the fellow next to you.

1 year and many months more in this SQN, I want to

enjoy my stint amidst the stress and nonsense
know the people behind each position
see meaning in task seen as chore
make small differences
and ORD from here with a smile, saying "damn! it was hard work, but great time!"

Sunglasses

2009-08-22T09:13:00.005+08:00

Who "Invented" Sunglasses

The Roman Version
In the days of the Roman gladiators, viewing fights under bright sunlight may had been taxing on their eye. Screens and other materials may had been used to reduce the sun glare, while not limiting their view of their favourite sports too much.

The Chinese Version
Dark glasses were reportedly worn by the Chinese to mask their expressions in courts of justice. It was also exclusive to the rich and influential.

The Leah Rosales Version
In 1928, Leah Rosales, an American, coloured her glasses black to enable her to read under the glare of the sun.

Purpose of Sunglasses Today

mask identity, especially by public figures
limit sun glare when driving, out in the open etc.
eye protection for health/medical reason, e.g. cataract
fashion

Terminologies to Know

Polarised: Some sunglasses reduce glare by only allowing light wave in a certain direction to pass through, cutting out the rest.
UV protection: Most sunglasses (and most eye wear) are coated with UV protection layer to block out UV light. However, different coating, would give different type and amount of protection. Note: wearing darken glasses without sufficient UV protection is suicidal. Under dim light conditions, our eye dilate to allow more light in to increase vision. Without UV protection, your eye would end up with increased UV exposure instead. (you are better off not wearing the sunglasses)
Spacial Features: such as aerodynamic, lightweight, conformal are also widely available. Competitive outdoor sportsmen would appreciate eye protection that is comfortable and without compromising speed through aerodynamisim.

Getting Sunglasses?
A good place to find out more, and compare prices would be shopwiki.com Shopwiki grabs prices in real time from google.com, saving you the trouble of manually comparing prices and features. It also provides basic readup and information and terminologies of the items you are looking for.

A 2-cent Perspective on 2Rs

2009-08-19T08:50:00.000+08:00

Race
Race, to me refers to the ethnic culture and group you are born into. You have no choice over the race you are born into, but you have a choice on what to embrace and define your own race. In today's globalised world, race is harder to define. Who is a Chinese, Malay, Indian or "Other"? In the eye of the Singapore law, your registered race would be that of your father (or mother's) registered race.

Religion
Religion is the set of institutionalised beliefs you subscribe to. Both A and B may claim to belong to the same religion, yet their interpretation of it may be vastly different. (and in history, this had lead to splintering of many religions) In a way you have a choice of religion, yet you do not. If you are "born into" one, you have little choice of embracing others. Similarly, if you are exposed to one, and not the other. And often, Religion is often discussed such that the assumption is everyone has (and should subscribe) to one or the other. There are free thinkers!

The void deck incident
In his National Day rally, PM Lee raised the example a tussle for void deck space between a Chinese and Malay household. I "disagree" that it was a race/religious issue.

If the incident had been between two Chinese families, but of different faith, it would be religious issue?

It it had been two families of similar faith, but different race, it is a racial issue?

A thought Experiment
If tomorrow, but some magic, Singapore become a mono religious, mono racial society, will we no longer experience racial/religious issues?

Probably yes,

but it would only be because we can no longer label those problems as racial/religious in nature???

My (half-baked) Conclusion
What causes conflicts? I can't give an answer now, it is probably philosophical. But my point is, don't be too quick to attribute any problem due to race/religious differences. See beyond that.

The Malay family booked the venue first. The Chinese family is grieving over a loss, assuming they had priority, got the area before their booking was confirmed.

Both families are of different faith and race, subconsciously all of us would assume the worst if it is not resolved properly. A repeat of a Maria Hertorgh riot? A (dire) possibility.

Seeing beyond race and religion; the Malay family empathised with the Chinese family's loss. They had the legal right to the venue, but they graciously gave in. Losing a loved one, we all know how it feels.

The Human Spirit

there need not be anything racial or religious about it.

Religions impart positive values (like graciousness) in us?

I believe the human spirit is in all of us.

Religion in its purest, perhaps, is just the distillate.

What This Two Years Mean to Me

2009-08-18T08:24:00.000+08:00

My female classmates have started their first few weeks of University. So have my Non-Singaporean schoolmates...

Singapore is vulnerable. Even history is not on our side, few city states survived long. Many of these city states, like Venice, fell to overwhelming invading forces, even though their superior naval forces were able to keep their safe at first.

Our country goes to huge extent to keep ourselves safe. Up to 6% of our GDP may be allocated for defence. Our military research institutes had generous funding and extensive tie-ups with others, developing secret edge weapons. We bargain for training areas overseas to train our first class military forces.

National Service, is another tool in this solution. A crude word to replace National Service is conscription. Any military solution, however advanced, would require manpower.The compulsory enlistment of manpower into the armed force dates back since the start of civilisation.

There is nothing right or wrong about that, it had proved to be the most effective way to ensure sufficient manpower for defence. It is no secret our model of a citizen army is drawn from the success of the six-day war.

To me as a citizen, I have no choice, but I know this choice is withdrawn from all so the country as a whole benefits. I do appreciate that the country had in recent years continually explored ways to reward NSmen in recognition of their efforts.

Honestly I have no qualms about serving 2 years, and I believe most share this view even though many of us continuously complain about it.

"Why do we serve? Because we love our land... and we want it to be free to be free!" echos an army song.

Increased NSF allowance, increased NSmen benefits, and the list goes on... But to me, the greatest motivation to serve out these two years is such that my investment of these 2 years would translate to at least 2 more years of peacetime for us, and that although I may be but a lowly Private, I can make a small difference.

On a side note, concerns that mass exodus of foreigners are free riding on our security and social and physical infrastructure is a valid concern to all Singaporeans. There is no easy way out, but this is a pressing issue.

How do you fly an aircraft with one wing?

2009-07-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

Provisional Driving Licence

2009-07-04T12:37:00.004+08:00

I applied for my PDL today even though I passed my BTT since 2008, as PDL only had a validity of 6 months. Also printed my FTT result slip.

Have decided to take up driving private class 3. Private because of lower cost (mainly because theory lessons and simulators can be skipped, and no membership fees). Class 3, to keep my option of upgrading to class 4 and above open, as well as keep option open for international licence.

FTT passed

2009-06-27T10:47:00.003+08:00

Took half a day leave on Friday, to take my FTT at BBDC. Passed.

Now, considering between Class 3A/3 and between Private/School candidate for practical test.

and, Michael Jackson has died

Some Great News

2009-06-05T18:51:00.007+08:00

Everyday I go home from Tenagh Airbase, I would login into my NUS scholarship application account, awaiting awaiting...

almost 1 month later....

Today, I simply jumped for joy when I logged in and saw some great news:

I accepted the offer immediately.

To Mrs Ong, my CCA teacher, a big Thank YOU! I would not have gotten this award without your help in writing my testimonial. =)

Graduation from Air Force School

2009-05-27T16:36:00.002+08:00

On 26 May, i officially graduated from Air Force School with a Certificate of Merit.

18 NSFs, 8 Weeks, One Common Mission:
Protect the Skies of Our Nation

Now, I am a Phoenix Warrior at 143 SQN

NUS Science

2009-05-23T13:18:00.002+08:00

I have accepted NUS Science

My Goal:

in 2 years time:
complete NS with good testimonial, and an enriching experience

in 5 years time:
do well enough in NUS science to advance to honours year

in 6 years time:
graduate with Bachelor of Science (Honours) (1st class)

Anxiously Awaiting

2009-05-19T08:24:00.002+08:00

scholarship results... I know my chance are slim... hoping hoping

on another note: 143 SQN, home of the Phoenix, all the way!

I am honoured to be working at one of Singapore's advance F-16 fighter squadrons. The experience so far had been great, a little stressed and hectic sometimes... but I believe it would be great learning experience!

Your study Lights

2009-05-19T08:16:00.001+08:00

As a student, remember your endless hours spent at your desk mugging. I would like to share some tips I learnt (can't remember from where, many sources probably) when I was a O-level student, regarding the set-up of the study desk.

Well-Illuminated Room
Your study desk should be ideally sited in a well-illuminated room, with sufficiently bright, yet not blinding ceiling lights. Too dim, your future would be dim, and it is a eye strain; too bright, its a horrible eye strain too. White fluorescent ceiling lights should be ok.

Positioning of Study Desk
Your study desk should be sited, such that when you sited at your chair, your shadow from the overhead ceiling light would not fall on your work area. If not, you may unknowingly slouch in an attempt to shift the shadow. Shift around.

Tidiness
Your study table should have a clear and empty work area when not in use. Reference items may be kept on organised shelf for quick reference when working. A table top calender, with your schedules displayed may be helpful to keep you in picture of your progress, and deadlines to meet.

Motivations
If motivational posters (DIY or otherwise), and goal settings help, you may consider displaying them in visible range of your work desk. Studying is a psychologically draining process, every extra motivation helps.

Light Contrast
Your room is illuminated white, consider getting a yellow table lamp. Be wary of halogens one, it may may you hot after extended duration, florescent may be ideal. The idea is that, white your work area illuminated yellow (a colour different from the room illumination), it may help keep your attention to your work area. Attention span may be extended with this method.

more to come...

Extra Notes:
This website located here do provide a good explanation and comparison on the various types of lamps on its wiki pages; other articles are currently being compiled too. The website is also a search engine, that compiles items on sale through google. Using it may potentially help you search out the best deals quickly.

NUS Scholarship Interview

2009-05-11T17:17:00.001+08:00

Scholarship interview tomorrow at 4.20pm. Will be going direct from unit.

Hope I do well.
I will do well =)

Don't take Public Transport Concession for Granted

2009-05-03T09:10:00.001+08:00

As a student, bus rides and MRT rides are a standard rate of 45 cents and 50 cents respectively regardless of distance travelled. Never felt how significant this was until I lose this privilege.

Ever since 31 Dec 2008, when I ceased to be officially a full-time student, I need to pay adult fares. NSF also pays adult fare, but is eligible for monthly concession pass.

A trip from Boon Lay to Potong Pasir costs $1.87, when I report to work everyday at Bee Cheng Hiang before I enlisted.

I feel the pains of the working population. if your work was worth $5/hour, a to and fro trip in my case was worth nearly 45 minutes of work effort.

Now as an NSF, a trip from Boon Lay to Eunos, followed by a bus transfer to Air force School cost $1.67 + $0.91, everytime I return to camp. With my new posting to Tenagh Airbase, it will be $1.11.

Posting Out

2009-05-01T10:58:00.002+08:00

This coming week will be my last day in air force school as a full time trainee. I would be posted to Tengah Airbase.

Have decided not to take up the Brunei posting, due to lots of considerations.

5 weeks into AOS training

2009-04-25T17:33:00.004+08:00

We have completed our common module exam, which i managed to passed =)

With that, the theory phase of our training programme is coming to an end. The practical phase of our training is going to start. We will also be undergoing Basic Chemical/Biological Defence Training, to be better prepared against chemical/biological warfare.

Posting to units is also being decided by manpower. An opening for a 6-12 months detachment at Brunei is availiable. I am considering it.

Being an Air Operations Specialist

2009-04-03T20:46:00.003+08:00

Even our course material is restricted materials, and our instructors often have to share "top secrets" with us to better help us understand many basic principles. I sense the trust the RSAF has put on us in the defence of Singapore.

AOS course is not easy, there are many content knowledge we need to know. Many of us started having headaches when we had to learn about the many complex principles and jargon behind air traffic control. While we were in no way exhausted physically as in infantry units, we were much drained mentally.

Small mistakes can have huge impacts.

But that will be where world class people will arise. World class people who can make tough decisions and perform under stressing conditions. People who will support the operations of our air assets.

I am proud to be trained as an AOS. I hope to be able to pass out sucessfully from this course, and therefore be able to assist in keeping our airspace safe.

I will give my best!

Air Force School and NUS

2009-03-27T20:28:00.002+08:00

Air Force School (AFS)

AFS is a wonderful place. The cook-house food is wonderful, if you find BMTC food to be palatable... AFS food is delicacy! =)

The instructors there are very professional, and I am confident this will be where OUR next generation air force will be born.

NUS
NUS has offered a me a place in the science faculty in year 2011. I am still considering my options... but its great to know I am definitely going University!

BMTC Posting Order

2009-03-20T09:57:00.002+08:00

My Posted Unit: Air Force School, Multi-Purpose Hall
Posted Vocation: AIR OPERATIONS SPEC.

Looking forward to an exciting NS time

Passing Out Ceremony

2009-03-10T08:56:00.005+08:00

7-weeks have come and gone, BMT is completed.

The recruits of the 01/09 Pes C batch would be embarking on the next phase of their National Service, serving in various vocations. Serving this nation, our home.

The school commanding officer made a good point, "no vocation is unimportant in the SAF; it is about the system, not individuals"

I would also like to further add that, it is also about attitude. For me, i value Singapore as my home. Whatever roles I get, I want my actions to benefit and keep safe this Island State of ours.

It is also my greatest honour to be awarded platoon best trainee. Ulysses Platoon 3, thank you for giving me this chance and the honour. To the commanders, thank you for grooming me into the soldier I am.

I will always remember Ulysses, the memories and the people.

And the oath i have taken: I will preserve and protect the honour and independence of the Republic of Singapore with my life

My A-level Results

2009-03-06T18:53:00.003+08:00

I am satisfied with my result... but General Paper was disappointing...

A-level Result Day

2009-03-06T09:30:00.001+08:00

anticipation...

uncertainty...

whatever it will be, its the end of the beginning...
a new stage of life must start

Back from Live firing and Field (swamp) Camp

2009-02-27T20:57:00.003+08:00

It was a rainy week at Tekong

Live Firing
I barely passed my first shoot-out. For day shoot, I missed all the 50 metre targets, while ironically hitting all the 100m targets. Then, screwed up real bad for night shooting.

I had to take a re-shoot on the next day; obtaining a final score of 28 hits out of 32 targets. We had to shoot in the drizzle while prone on the wet sand. Felt quite comfortable actually.

A vendor van was allowed onto the firing range so we could get tidbits and drinks (at inflated prices) while awaiting our turn to fire.

When the live rounds shot from your rifle hits the target, the sense of satisfaction is simply fantastic.

Field Camp
After a 6km route march, we reach our campsite in the forest. Then it starts to rain. We pitched our basha tent, and dug drainage in the swampy soil while in our SBO. All the time, the rain kept falling, and everyone and everything was drenched (luckily, our dry clothes were packed in zip-lock bags, and was spared). Morale starts to go down, but nevertheless, tents was set-up and ready by evening.

In the outfield, we are to consume combat rations vacuumed packed in foil bags. In my opinion, the were delicious, and even better than cookhouse food. Most agreed, but still there were few who find them unpalatable.

Sleeping under a basha tent is very cramp, movement is restricted, but it beats sleeping out there in the swamp. When the sun goes down, all light source is gone. Torchlight are only allowed to show a slit of light, which is barely useful. Swampy and dark when we go to sleep, and when we wake up.

Day 2, we learnt forest movements and enemy contact drills. It was a sunny day, and we were to return to our campsite later in the day to find it dry and baked, much to our joy.

Day 3, rumours of officers being fed-up with the high number of people reporting sick (and can hence get out of camp return to bunk) began to spread. We dug shell scrape in the forest ground (a form of artificial fortification) only to cover it up painfully after than. And shit, it rain again that evening/night.

Day 4, only about 20+ people remain on campsite that day to undergo Battle Inoculation Course. The purpose is to simulate conditions while fighting at the frontline. In this course, we had to crawl across a 80 metre mud/sand course under barbed wire while machine guns and explosion are going off all the time. Then in the last 10m, we charge full force with our rifle butt and ram down the "enemy target".

Marking the end of Field Camp!

Coming Week @ Tekong

2009-02-21T08:50:00.002+08:00

Live firing of SAR 21

Marksmanship is not awarded to PES C enlistees, but nevertheless I will try my best. In my opinion, the SAR is one of the best innovation in the Army. Its light, very few loose parts, has optical sights, and have low recoil.

Field Camp

Commando field camp is 8-days, PES A/B is 6-days, PES C is 4-days. However, as usual we will be digging trench, shell scrape, and building tents. There will be outfield lessons on forest movements etc. We were packing outfield rations this week, certaininly seems delicious.

First NS Book-out

2009-02-14T08:56:00.005+08:00

Threw live grenade (SPG 87) on the morning of my book-out day. Was exciting... and of course from the existence of this post, you know I survived it :)

PES C modified BMT was definitely manageable for me, I would say if you can survive an uniform group camp, you find it a breeze.

PES A/B BMT is definitely challenging, but do adopt a positive attitude.

Some advice for enlistees:

Bring lots of clothe pegs and hangers... you need them for your laundry.
Bring also a lighter, you need it to burn away loose threads on your new uniform.

Pre-Enlistment Post

2009-01-27T15:19:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is enlistment.

Its 7-weeks BMT for me; looking forward to Passing-out Parade!

A-level result day is also drawing near. May it be good news.

And to all:
Happy Lunar New Year! may all be smooth Sailing.

Early New Year Post

2009-01-24T11:11:00.003+08:00

On the 28 Jan, I would be enlisting into National service. Therefore, I am posting this new year post early. The first book-out would be after 2 weeks.

Time flies, A-level came and gone... and my enlistment draws near.

Some Resolution for National Service
I want to make full use of this 2 years. I may or may not end up in a commanding position, but there must be learning and experiential opportunities in all situation for me. There are new people to know and existing friends to renew.

There are hard and soft skills to learn. Fitness to upkeep. Ties to maintain.

After 2 years, I want to be a fully prepared adult to embark on University. And, I expect my University years to be fruitful too.

I am over with Bee Cheng Hiang

2009-01-22T09:52:00.001+08:00

It is unfortunate that things have to end this way.

With no suitable postings I can take up, I have no choice but to tender my resignation. ***update, my resignation has been officially accepted***

My Work Experience
I started work on the 5 Jan at BCH Serangoon flagship store. As sales assistant, I had taken been allocated to take customer orders and push/introduce products on promotion. It was a great experience for me whom had never had a frontline job experience. I gladly appreciated the experience.

During off-peak periods, I also helped packed mass orders from corporate customers, and helped trimmed off the charred regions off freshly BBQed Bak Kwa. Most of their full-time staff are also friendly, warm and great to work with. While the job is tiring and can be pressurising, it can be enriching.

I am considered one of the luckier ones. I have heard from other temporary staffs, both from the same outlet and other outlets of how they are stuck at the same job. Most had only been trimming the char off Bak Kwa so far, since their first day. Once again, i am appreciative of the varied work experience i get to experience.

Problems Brew
We were briefed that the Serangoon store would operate 24 hours close to CNY. I was asked on my first day of work whether i can take the graveyard shift. I said "yes", as do a few other people. However, i never expected to see my shift schedule look like this later on:

Date	15	16	17	18	19	20	21	22	23	24
Shift	11/7	---------	---------	---------	---------	---------	---------	---------	---------	---------

Later, i found out 11/7 means 11pm to 7am the next day, and the long dash after that means the same shift for the next 10 days. Ouch*

Realising the implication of what a "yes" i said on the first day had resulted in... i was stunned. Who would have assumed that when that question was asked... it meant 10 days straight?

Nevertheless, i decided to give it a try. Then approach my supervisor if i cannot manage. I reported to work as usual on 15 and 16 Jan. Then on 16 Jan, after my shift... i fell sick with fever. I called in for a day off.

On 17 Jan, my parents, worried for my health and worrying whether i could cope when I enlist into NS directly after CNY, advised me to request for a change in shift. I phone in and my supervisor insist i report for work first to discuss the details. I tried to tell him i need to change my shift, all i got was that he's busy and i should report to work first. I had no choice but to escalate my case to HR.

HR got back to me later, and explained that there is no more day shift vacant, and offered me a transfer to their Admiralty/Senoko factory outlet. Transportation would require 3 change of transport for me, and therefore I had no choice but to reject. I offered my resignation instead.

And therefore, our working relation ends.

Other Problems

We were required to vet and sign a contract of service as a contract worker. HR was around to explain the terms and we were advised only to sign only if comfortable with the terms. Good practise! However, we were never given a copy of the contract for reference. My 2 emails to request for a copy for reference was ignored.
Our pay is on a flat-rate hourly basis, regardless when the hours were (be it weekends or weekdays). No problem with that, since that's the nature of retail careers. However, even graveyard shift is paid the same. I can empathise with my supervisor on his difficulties in getting people to work the graveyard hours.

Concluding Words
I have nothing against Bee Cheng Hiang. Bee Cheng Hiang continues to have my respect as a local brand that had struck big, and brought Singapore delicacies worldwide. They also continuously innovated new Bak Kwa flavours to satisfy demands, and offered products like vacuum packed products for long storage and as an convenient and unique gifts for overseas friends.

The HR department was very helpful throughout my entire time there. I would definelty still reccomende people to work at Bee Cheng Hiang, but do take note to clarify details first. =)

Perhaps it is just unfortunate that our working relationship has to end with my resignation. Nevertheless, I thank Bee Cheng Hiang for offering me this precious working/life experience, that would definitely shape me into a better person.

Problems brew

2009-01-21T10:13:00.004+08:00

I have paused my work at Bee Cheng Hiang since 17 Jan

Now waiting for details to get cleared out, and resolved.

How the Basic Theory Test (BTT) was like

2009-01-15T10:44:00.001+08:00

As mentioned in my previous posts, i took my BTT on Tuesday 13 Jan.

Registering/Preparing for the Test
You must be at the minimum at least 18 years of age to take the BTT. (btw, this was one the question that came out for me). You can start studying it by buying the official guidebook ($3.40) at most bookstores before you are 18 though. To take the test, you can register in person (and with your NRIC) at any of the 3 driving centres in Singapore. It will cost $5.35 (registration fee) + $6.00 (test fee) in total.

The "non-official" guidebook ($3.90)published Mighty Minds would also be helpful, but not necessary. Their questions and answer book ($7.00) was helpful though. If you are short on budget, a good way is to approach your friends/family for pass-it-downs (beware of outdated editions though). If anyone want to loan my copy for free, do approach me. =)

Taking the Test
A major component in the official guidebook is generally not tested. They are the exact figures of the stopping distance (page 56). You need to have the concept that both reaction and breaking distance increase with speed though.

The test was taken on state-of-the-art touch screen LCD monitor. I am telling you this to save you from embarrassment when you start hunting for the the mouse and key board (they don't exist). You are to arrive 15 minutes before test start for a test briefing. You are bring your NRIC or valid passport. (if not you would be disqualified). You would then be issued a white paper with your seat number and password printed. You would be warned to not that the test if you have pressing traffic offenses against you.

The test interface resembles that on this website. It is an ugly brown, but that's the test. You can chose to take the test in any of the four official language. Then, just tap you answer away!

The test is 50 question, multiple choice with 3 choices each. To pass, you need to get at least 45 questions correct. You have 50 minutes, but most people should be able to comfortably complete under 20 minutes with checking.

Once you tap to submit your question, your result (pass/fail) will be shown on the computer screen within 2 seconds. Your exact score will not be revealed. You can print your result slip by scanning your NRIC at any self-service kiosk. The BTT result is valid for life.

Beyond the Test
With the BTT, you can move on to take the Final Theory Test (FTT). The FTT is only valid for 2 years. (if you don't pass the practical test by then, you will need to take the FTT again)

With the BTT, you can also apply for a Provisional Driving License (PDL) at any traffic police counter at the driving centres. It cost $25, and you will be required to undergo an eye test.

With the PDL, you can practise driving on roads, as long as you display the "L" sign, and has a driving instructor beside you.

Basic Driving Theory Test Day

2009-01-13T09:09:00.003+08:00

I am finally going for the test today as booked. Just a little problem, got to rush to work after that, and will be 100% late (since the test end at the same time I am supposed to report to work).

Have informed my supervisor,

I really hope i will pass.

Work

2009-01-11T15:33:00.003+08:00

Since this is the first time I am taking up a for-profit job. It is a real eye opener, and life experience.

Can be pressuring sometimes, since there is pressure to perform, from both within and outside. There are fun and memorable times, as well as as times when things are not as happy. There are hierarchy and procedures; however everyone definitely has their own approaches and views.

Being in the service/retail industry, EQ is very important. Interacting with customers can be hard sometimes.

And, when I look at price tags, I no longer see numbers and $. I see number of hours. (my pay is on an hourly basis)

Potong Pasir

2008-12-31T11:39:00.003+08:00

"Potong Pasir" means "cut sand" in Malay, and was a sand quarry. Potong Pasir is well-known for being the longest held alternative party constituency in Singapore. The ruling party had near monopoly on Parliament seats since Independence.

I faintly remember before the 2006 General Election, the Straits Times did an photo report of Potong Pasir. The photo report was regarded by many on the blogosphere as being slanted. My role here, is to present an alternative view of Potong Pasir in pictures. (I am no professional though)

I, living in the West since birth, never got to see Potong Pasir in person until yesterday. Perhaps, it was time to really tour and get to know Singapore.

Extra notes: Lugging a camera around any housing estate is no easy work. Not because it is heavy, but you would attract curious stares. I also wanted to respect the privacy of the residents. Therefore, i try my best to not "reveal" anyone in my pictures. Because of this, Potong Pasir in my pictures may look vacant and void. In fact, the opposite is true. There many coffeshops and amenities around the town filled with friendly residents. The town was bustling when i was there (near lunch hours).

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I exited from Potong Pasir MRT station, Exit C. At the exit, is the notorious covered link way. The covered link is heavily used by resident to get to the town centre with many coffeshops and amenities. A sign above the link way proudly stated that the linkway was fully funded by the Town Council under Mr Chiam's helm.

One feature that immediately captures any visitor's attention is the unique "slanted roof" HDB flats in Potong Pasir.

The Potong Pasir Community Club is located nearby.

A look at the void deck of one HDB flat. And an encounter with a "resident" (a cat) that stares suspiciously at me.

A look around the town. A street soccer court located next to a police post, it seems to be popular with the kids there. PAP Education Centres seems to be all around Singapore, don't they? But to be fair, they do offer affordable Pre-school education. I attended one before too. A heavily patronised Hindu Temple is also located there.

Saint Andrew's is located in Potong Pasir. And the signature bridge that links their campus on both sides of the river.

The Town Council helmed by Mr Chaim is located at the other end of the town. Was a long and tiring walk for me. The town council is humbly located at the void deck of the HDB flat.

End Notes: The Potong Pasir I saw in person, and what I saw in the Straits Times was very different. While the town has no big scale facilities such as mega malls, nor major attractions, it exudes a certain special warmth feeling in me. Its the heartlands!
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The full album of all pictures I took is located here. And, I hereby allow the pictures published at the above link to be copied/modified/distributed freely, under the GNU Free Documentation License

My First Real Job

2008-12-31T08:55:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i went for an walk-in interview at Bee Cheng Hiang, for the temporary position of sales assistant.

Have been accepted, and should be starting work at Serangoon Branch anytime soon.

I also toured Potong Pasir after the interview. Photo tour coming right up =)

Why Inter-Nation Sports is War, Why Singaporeans had mixed feelings when we won Silver at Olympics, and the Singaporean Anxiety

2008-12-27T10:52:00.003+08:00

http://youlonghuang.blogspot.com/2008/12/do-you-believe-in-miracle.html

I read an *extremely* long (but well written) post by my friend You Long (above), and I would like to share a few insights I had:

A Short Summary of You Long's Post

During the height of the Cold War, at a period where the USA just lost the Vietnam War, economy in recession, lost the space race... While the USSR successfully expanded the Iron Curtain and invaded Afghanistan... At a period when the USSR was dominating the Cold War.

Under this situation, the Winter Olympics was played. The Sport to watch then was Ice Hockey, which the USSR team has dominated for decade. The Ice Hockey Finals was between this unbeatable USSR team and a rookie USA team.

The USA team won 4-3 in a closely fought match. The Nation went hysterical.

A turning point in the Cold War

Why Inter-Nation Sports is War

Sports had always been proxy wars.

This ESPN website listed numerous examples in recent times.

In the recent Olympics, China invested heavily in her athletes. China won the medal tally, putting the USA in the second.

This mirrors the world as it is today. China rising, USA declining.

Perhaps, the reason why sports is able to so accurately reflect our world is that so much political weight and prestige had been attached to it. Emotions run high during sporting events, and can affect national morale. The Singapore government joins many government worldwide in awarding hefty cash awards for Olympic Medals.

It is a self-fulfilling prophecy. Sports reflects the actual ground situation.

Why Singaporeans had mixed feelings when we won Silver at Olympics

When Tan Howe Liang won Silver at the 1960 Rome Olympics, there is no doubt. He, a national of Singapore, Malaysia then, was someone we would consider as our "ourselves".

In that 1960 Olympic battle, the Silver medal represented a hope of a new nation. It signified Singapore, a city state, capable of great achievements. We scored a victory in that 1960 "war".

Howe Liang dreamt big, fulfilled his dream, and fuelled the nation's dream.

The Singapore Sports Council brought in and sponsored lots of overseas sportsman, who eventually took up Citizenship and competed under Singapore's flag. It was a successful year for this sports scheme, their goal of bringing sporting glory to Singapore is fulfilled.

Just as in actual war, as was fought since civilisation itself. Mercenaries was always a feature. To many, these sportsmen and women may seem like the equivalent of a sporting mercenary. They receive benefits to fight under our banner.

And just as like how I concluded the previous section:

"It is a self-fulfilling prophecy. Sports reflects the actual ground situation."

We can now see why Singaporeans had mixed feelings. This whole situation mirrored the current state of Singapore. While we depended on sporting mercenaries to bring us sporting glory, this mirrors what is perceived to be happening in our workplace, our economy. Economic mercenaries (foreign talents). Our government had on many occasions explained how such mercenaries is vital to keep our economy competitive.

The Singaporean Anxiety

What happened this August mirrored an anxiety which many Singaporeans shared. Singapore, a nation, dependent on mercenaries in so many aspects to remain vibrant.

Singaporeans wants to feel proud. They want to feel proud to be citizens of a successful city state, a financial hub, biomedical hub, an arts hub, a sports hub, a hub of hubs.

Yet on the other had, for each of the above respectively, we have finance professionals from overseas, PhDs poached from abroad, foreign arts group, foreign sportsmen... We have local talents, who are but perceived rare examples.

While we had neighbours in our HDB flats who are Malay/Chinese/Indian/Other, now we have neighbours who are China/India/Kenya/Russia etc. And they are here, because we are not fertile enough.

Singaporeans wants to feel proud, but it seems only someone else from abroad can help him/her achieves that. Its an Singaporean anxiety.

Quoted on The New Paper

2008-12-24T18:38:00.002+08:00

My friend once told me an article on my blog was quoted on The New Paper. Didn't thought much of it until i came across this article today.

Wow!

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Added blogger Warren Tan, an AJC student: 'If it is indeed true that after so much investment (which is controversial in the first place) in foreign students, by our Government, these students can come and go so easily, we need to reconsider our policies.'

The New Paper on 18 Nov 2008.

An unexpected letter

2008-12-15T16:50:00.004+08:00

Wow... i sure did not expect this letter.

I want to thank all who had made this possible. My classmates, my CCA mates, my CCA teachers, subject tutors... Thank You! =)

Standard First-aid at Red Cross House

2008-12-13T12:30:00.002+08:00

What is first-aid?
In my opinion, many people have many misunderstandings on what exactly is first-aid. A first-aider is someone who has undergone a first-aid course, and posses a valid first-aid certificate. The goal of first-aid is to provided care and treatment before professional help (if needed) arrive. First-aid is not professional help!

As a Red Cross Cadet
I was previously a Red Cross cadet. Undergone first-aid training conducted by seniors, and took and passed my first-aid test in 2004. I participated and took charge of various first-aid duties during my secondary school days.

The Standard First-aid course offered by Singapore Red Cross cost a hefty S$90. This is however already one of the lower rates as compared to many other organisations. Government subsidy is available if you are sent by your employers.

However, first-aid certificates are only valid for 3 years, but can be renewed at any of the organisations offering first-aid course. The 2 main reasons certificates are only valid for 3 years are:

first-aid is constantly being revised, and changed as new findings and statistics become available
people forget over time; unless you work in a high risk environment, you don't get to constantly practice your first-aid.

Seeing that my orginal enlistment date was postponed, i decided to maximise my time before NS. I decided to learn driving, and re-learn first-aid.

The Course
The course last for 24 hours, and candidates are required to pass a theory and practical test to be issued the certificate. Pass rates are high, and the test is generally straightforward.

In general, the people who attend the course are broadly divided into 3 groups:

required by workplace safety law, to undergo first-aid training, and sent on course by employers
school students
own interest

It is my recommendation that you attend a first-aid course together with a friend, or be prepared to have good PR. In first-aid course, you are required to practise on another person sometimes, and it may get awkward.

Since i learn first-aid in 2004, some recommendations have changed:

for CPR, only medically trained personel (nurse/doctor/BCLS certified etc.) should check for pulse. Untrained personel should instead check for "signs of life"
rescue breath was taken out
recovery position was revised
minor wounds should be swab clean with saline solution, and then bandaged without applying anything (including antiseptic cream) to the wound
serious bleeding should be stop with direct pressure, if ineffective, use indirect pressure

Common First-aid Mistakes

in general to treat a burn, just rinse the burnt part lightly and briefly under water to cool, then remove any constricting articles (such as watch, bracelets), then cover with clean material to prevent infection. See a doctor if needed. Never Never apply anything to a burnt wound (butter, toothpaste etc.) You are more than likely to complicate the healing and treatment, and risk infection
to treat a nose bleed, you can apply a cold/cool pack to the forehead to slow down blood flow, then pinch the part of the nose where the soft part and hard part meets, lightly. Breath through your mouth. Lean forward! If you lean backwards or lie down (as many untrained people would recommended), you risk blocking your airway with your own blood clot, and choke.
Never feed or let anyone who is unconscious drink anything. The food/drink is more than likely to go down into the lungs instead, and block the airway.
If someone is having fits/epilepsy, never put anything into their mouth! Never restrain them! Both the thing you put in, and the casualty would get injured. Instead, give the causality space and cushion him/her.

Final Notes
If you have time to spare, do take time out to learn first-aid. You may never now when such skills is needed. =)

Its exam time again

2008-12-01T10:40:00.004+08:00

I am probably going for the 13 January Test at Bukit Batok Driving Centre

Facebook, Linux-Ubuntu and Alumni Meeting

2008-11-30T09:51:00.008+08:00

Facebook
Finally, after holding off temptations after temptations in my email, inviting me again and again to join Facebook, i gave in...

I originally put it off, afraid that it may drain off precious time from my JC 2 life. Especially after Benny told me hold addictive it could be.

now that i have joined it... i understand why... Facebook is like some gossip portal... you can surveillance all your friends life solely through the daily updates and relationship status changes. Not to mention all those apps and groups you can join to boost your credentials.

Wow... i must say that Facebook is a good net innovation.

Linux-Ubuntu
I am now no longer using Windows XP. No, I am not using Windows Vista either. I am now using Ubuntu, currently the most popular Linux distribution. It's wonderful. Because Linux is very secure, you do not need to worry about installing anti-virus and firewall on your computer. This saves time, and your computer would also work faster. Anti-virus software are the main resource hoarders on windows computers.

The disclaimer i want to make though, is you must be ready to have a very open frame of mind when using Linux. Many concepts such as installing programmes are quite different on Linux, you would be be expected to learn a new "language". The ubuntu forum is a good place to start.

If you do not want to download the 600MB installation over the Internet, you can even request a free CD. I repeat, *FREE*. They will mail it to you anywhere in the world. (they even come with free Ubuntu stickers as bonus =)

Alumni Meeting
and later today, i am attending an AJC alumni meeting... don't know what to expect, but i definitely look forward to contributing to my Junior College!

Some Holiday Plans Till NS Enlistment

2008-11-28T18:00:00.005+08:00

Pass Basic Driving Theory Test (BTT)

(This certificate is needed in-order to officially start learning to drive in Singapore, which i intend to complete after NS, before Uni admission)
Be re-certified in Standard First-aid (mine expired in 2007)

(I intend to go for the 6, 7 & 14 Dec full day courses)
think of yet more productive things to do...

If you are interested to join me, do contact me =)

Chalet

2008-11-28T11:00:00.011+08:00

Garden Terrace J,
Aloha Loyang

Chalet seems to some sorts of a rite of ritual to the teenagers in Singapore. The three most memorable chalets i attended happens to be very important transition years.

I remember my post sec 2 chalet, which is really the first chalet i went with classmates. Then, i learned to cycle. (its life transforming, to be able to finally cycle...) Also, staying with classmates is quite different from staying with family. With the latter, you can afford to be more passive, with the former... you must be pro-active. Also, you must be careful with your EQ.

But in all, i remembered the chalet to be one of the most enjoyable...

My post sec 4 chalet was held at Aloha Changi. Then, was the first time i was partly (very small part though) involved in the planning. Th chalet was big, we played many games through he night... and we did stupid things like daring people to approach *ahem* at Changi Village at night... and lots more (best not mentioned here)

Post JC 2 chalet, i was personally most involved in the planning together with Russell and Jo Ee. Wow,,, it wasn't easy... and things do get problematic and "inconvenient" to handle at times... my EQ got damn stretched... However, it must be the most enjoyable chalet i attended.

Summary of Events
Day 1

We were arriving to chalet, when our guest-of-honour confirm his attendance. I can understand why many of us have certain thoughts... But then, i must say he really devotes genuine attention to our class.

Its easy for tutors to say they are busy... but he didn't. he helped us lots once again... buying drinks and charcoal, and absorbing the cost. Whatever it was... he's a person with good intentions, and lots of concern...

And night cycling has to be postponed, because we could not settle our differences with the bike rental shop. We expected better services, and attitudes...

And so, i spent one whole night playing mahjong and card games...

Day 2
Pulau Ubin plan canceled (was personally disappointed, but then this is group decision). Breakfast was great! Thanks to those we helped =)

Lunch was even better, never expect our class's cooks to be so talented... i am so impressed! Thanks Thanks and thanks!

Dinner was improvised with the leftover BBQ food and instant noodles.

Decided to proceed with night cycling... and we booked from the same shop we argued with yesterday... and what the f%#k... we still received the same problem... after one whole day again?! We paid for the bikes and cycled off anyway...

To get lost... in pasir ris park, because we could not find the exit into the park connector. You Long and the other navigators was very stressed... I felt quite bad i wasn't able to help... i needed to get back my cycling form again (too long didn't cycle), and i was only familiar with the route from the connectors onwards...

But at the end, we sucessfully completed the 6.6km X2 Journey. Victory! =)

Day 3

We had to book out at 9.15am. Nothing much we can do. Till we meet again!

2 letters to myself in March

2008-11-23T09:51:00.008+08:00

March 2009, A-level Result Day

-------if i got ranking point above 75--------

Dear Myself

Congratulations! You did it Warren! Finally after 6+4+2 years of education, you are moving into university! Looks like you are going to be able to read Biological Science at either NUS or NTU! =)

Your dream has come true! You are now one step closer of being a research scientist. You, worrying about whether you are going to do well at A-levels has be unnecessary... learn to be more confident of yourself. First, lets thank the people who made this possible ok? You tutors, your classmates, your parents...

Now, you can serve your nation service in peace knowing you have a university space waiting for you. How great! But also, lets not be complacent, your goal is a first class honours in Biological Sciences OK! So... you better put in first class effort too... no more slacking... you don't get lucky all the time!!!

ALL THE BEST!
Myself, on the 23 Nov

-------if i got ranking point below 75--------

Dear Myself

Shit! f@8k! d@#n it!

I know how devastated you must be feeling. True, you slack sometimes... but this was everything you had work for... cry if you must... but you must pick yourself up after that!!!

NEVER NEVER NEVER GIVE UP!

This may be the darkest hour of your life... but it from the darkest time that greatness arises... and greatness arises from learning to pick up the pieces, and fighting on!

There is hope, there always is... you may not see it now... the sky is overcast... but the sun is always there... when the clouds clear, it reappears... you must fight on to see that day!

Nevertheless still apply for spaces, who knows... but if it fails, you must be prepared to re-evaluate your options... Private candidate during NS? SIM or private universities? Polytechnic? See, there always is a way.

Today, we learn an important, lesson. Never be complacent... remember that!

May tomorrow be brighter!
Myself, on the 23 Nov
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I really hope i would get to read the first letter in march next year...
Now, i am going to class chalet... to relax and get away!

What's the truth?

2008-11-16T10:25:00.005+08:00

http://topmleehsienloong.blogspot.com/2008/11/2-china-scholars-run-away-from-jc.html

I was googled AJC, since i forgot the url to my college's IVLE portal. Was curious, went through the search results, and saw this.

What's the truth?
If it is indeed true that after so much investment (which is controversial in the first place) in foreign students, by our government... these students can come and go so easily... we need to reconsider our policies.

I am not against foreign students. I personally know many foreign students in AJC, and most of them, i can click well with. Some are rather good friends of mine. They definitely helped bring a global perspective to our college. Together, we once organised a successful Paradigma forum.

The problem is, we need more accountability.

I would rather this "wasted" funds go towards helping local lower-income students and help expand our education infrastructure.

A-levels ending

2008-11-15T10:34:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, we took Chemistry Paper 1. Coming Monday, we will enter the last week of A-levels for most candidates.

While feeling relieved that it is ending, i also felt a strange sense of helplessness as my results are sealed one subject after another.

My previous tutor, once said (and i summarise):

Exams are one of the most tense, stressful and traumatic experiences for many people. Often, so much (next phase of your life) depends on so little (a 3 hour GP paper for example). Horrors such as reading questions wrongly, spotting the wrong questions and not completing on time are enough to put us down.

If fact, a major proportion of our nightmares are somewhat related to exams and schooling. My tutor recalls how she still frequently dreamt that she was only partly through a paper, when the dreaded voice of the examiner exclaims, "Times up, Pens down!".

What is significant is that, she last took any exams 20 years ago, showing just how traumatic exams can be.

Exams stress and anxiety needs to be managed properly. If the pressure becomes too heavy, and we cannot stay calm, we can longer perform. On the other, if we are complacent, we would be hit equally hard.

Talk to your friends (but be careful of falling into a negative spiral, or co-rumination),
adopt a positive attitude,
learn to let go and adapt when situation is no longer in your control,
remain motivated (if you attend study camps like Adam Khoo's, it is what they do 90% of the time)
and lastly, adopt effective study strategies

and that's it,
i am returning to my revision. all the best to all taking exams!